i suddenly miss a friend. sighs. but now that we're in different schs, does everything change? i might not have known her fer long, but i really do treasure this friend. i still remember the times where this girl would accompany me to places i want to go.. & listen to all my probs. but somehow everything changed & she slowly disappeared from my world. sigh.

ok so with gothic makeup & purple nails i went fer the halloween party at dan's house! gees.
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we were quite late cos cheryl kept changing her costumes. hahas. =x reached there arnd 9. wanted to play cards but ended up talking instead. oh we took photos too! :) me cheryl & melvin wanted to go & catch a midnight movie but evita & dan suggested watching vcds instead so yeps we watched at his house. 2 horror movies. great. [but it was not so bad cos 1 of them was Final Destination 2, which i watched before.]

left his house at abt 3am. shared cab with melv. yeps.
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oh yea & did i mention my cough & sorethroat took my voice away? [don't ask me what's gonna happpen to my oral presentation. cos i don't know how too. sighs.]

ah didn't go to school yest. wasn't feeling well.. *coughs*
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sigh i still don't know what to wear fer the halloween party tonight! sigh.

finally met up with huifen yest! ;) ha after like thousands of mths. watched "Intolerable Cruelty". mms. it's quite crappy larhs. satirical. but well diff ppl have diff tastes & prefs. yea.
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shucks down with a bad sorethroat now. all bcos of the chocalate cakes & hot choc yest! sighs. temptations.
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oh yea went to visit my grandma yest night. she took care of me when i was young. yea. loves me alot.

but she has short-term memory now.. [asked me the same questions over & over again.] the doctor also said she has some kidney probs. it hurts me to see her health deteriorating each day. i cant bear to let her go of cos. but i know one day i'll have to.

but till that day comes, i'll continue to be nice to her. :)

Tonight At Noon

Tonight at noon

Supermarkets will advertise 3p extra on everything

Tonight at noon

Children from happy families will be sent to live in a home

Elephants will tell each other human jokes

America will declare peace on Russia

World War I generals will sell poppies on the street on November 11th

The first daffodils of autumn will appear

When the leaves fall upwards to the trees


Tonight at noon

Pigeons will hunt cats through city backyards

Hitler will tell us to fight on the beaches and on the landing fields

A tunnel full of water will be built under Liverpool

Pigs will be sighted flying in formation over Woolton

And Nelson will not only get his eye back but his arm as well

White Americans will demonstrate for equal rights

In front of the Black house

And the monster has just created Dr. Frankenstein


Girls in bikinis are moonbathing

Folksongs are being sung by real folk

Art galleries are closed to people over 21

Poets get their poems in the Top 20

There's jobs for everybody and nobody wants them

In back alleys everywhere teenage lovers are kissing in broad daylight

In forgotten graveyards everywhere the dead will quietly bury the living

and

You will tell me you love me

Tonight at noon


Adrian Henri

[becky allowed me to steal this from her blog. hee. mmuacks.] i lurrvee this poem! heartwrenching. yea.

describes what i think? mm. ;)

TUESDAY

ah our touch rugby coach chose 13 of of abt 30 people for the team today. of cos i'm not 1 of the 13 larhs but i'm happy for them! train hard girls! ;)
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oh yea & pq was so cute. she actually took an extra badminton open house gift for me [bcos she saw the pink colour & got reminded of me. urmms.] & kept it until mon bcos she didn't get to pass it to me on sat. hahas! cute. ;)

maybe i should wake up from this dream.

[everything is just a dream, right?]

maybe i shouldn't tear my own heart into pieces anymore.

maybe.

SATURDAY

OPEN
HOUSE

fun, fun day!! =) hahas played rugby, netball, badminton & hockey! me lin becks xinyi yvonne & others just went arnd the sch playing lotsa games. okay we're more like enjoying ourselves. hahas. mich's seniors even came to try out touch rug in the morn. wad a coincidence. hah. oh yea & i got dragged by kaiyun into the mass dance! [tt stupid girl!! hahas no lah she's a niceee girl! =)] hahas. was quite blur at first but it was quite fun too larhs. yea.